the misunderstood

been a while since i wrote stuff, Not much to talk about. Been keeping alot and quite on alot of stuff, thinking what wrong and the why… But it bother that people misunderstood how i feel, who i am, what am i really feeling, Most of the time people think that i am mad at them, most of the time they think that i am too stress out, most of the time people think i am a loner. Don’t you just hate how people assume about yourself. that how i feel and Sometime it also my fault for assuming things on others.

- sometime i just hate when someone assume i would not join an activity just because i turn down previous offer,. for me it would be rude if i were to join without invited or asked first.
- Sometime when i do not reply a call, message, or question, people say that i in a bad mood…

-sometime i just hate when people treat me as a spoil or weak person.

I AM an Independent Person. I do things myself without people help, Only when I do not know I ask how should i do it. I love to ask because I do not want to be lost or a fool who thinks he knows everything. “malu bertanya sesat jalan”

the Question i always aks myself what is my true self? When i am with certain people i act differently, with other geng i act another way. maybe this image i have is a confusing expression,

But one thing that i am glad of.. friends that ask me if i have a problem and some friend who just help take my mind of problems and friends who truly know me for who i am an not from where i am from.

Farad Study method

haha this is not a recommendation on how to learn life’s important lessons but just how I operate or do stuff.

1. study days b4 exam. But do not cram everything in a night,. Lets just say, Study one or two chapter and take a short nap. { some study shows that you learn better and remember Most if you take a nap after study}

2. find a spot where you can study, for those who are shy that people will say ” WOW your studying , good good,” or “fwoooah! STUDY!, you dun need to laaa you already smart,” or ” PERRRGH,,, STUdy!, Skema Giler” I recommend FIND a spot where you do not meet this people. or study far from your PC. It works.

3. Group study with people who care bout you. Usually It works if we work together. go ahead with friends who study lightly and fun, even if most of the time you be chatting, make sure you can control them and remeind them to study. yeah. it take time .. Must have fun studying, because most of the time you remember more when you have fun and study

4. Have some candy,dates, or sweet food while studying. rumors say it helps because it fuel your brain

5. Avoid heavy food b4 studying, have a light food or fast while studying. Heavy food like rice, curry ect, would make you feel sleepy.

6. Do not study till exam starts. haha This mainly for me, It does not help much.

7. Don’t panic. Killer Paper? calm down Be confident .

Stuff

Been a while since i wrote stuff here. Most of the time I forgot what to write when new post window is up. But after some browsing through some other blogs, i wonder if this is the best place to write what i am thinking. One no one really read this. It is usually ignored and no one really care. you could say it just a place i can just put stuff and no one pick it up. basically i just put some short summary of things in my mind, dun care what gonna do.
- Lonely
- messed up mind
- Exams
- Future
- Stupid.
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