somehow this is one of the post i would want to write just without thinking. You can consider it as another rant/random/dumb/boring/dull/lame/[anything to describe a boring blog] .. note If you dun like reading about other people feeling or hear it just stop reading now and just act as if i did not say it-
somehow it just felt as if it is easier to write somehwhere. Well i am not really good at starting topic when talking to friends, well maybe it because every topic will definitely turn out as a joke, humor, not serious topic. 😦
first off. It something gotta do with quote from YM i wrote : [one thing lead to another thing and make me think of it and branch out to other unrelated stuff, that i cannot really come without telling other people who really understand what i really want to say and so on] – because of ethics. guess that what i am really feeling right now.
maybe it waht our mind suppose to do. keep running some random toughts like how cpu keep running “instructions”
Hurag~!~ maybe i am thinking too much. other people have a free mind. well my brain? it just keep popping some THING. It can be a range from Something like how my future would be like, then what should i do if i do not make it? What IF HERE WHAT IF THAT!! or something odd like ” How Did Sylar escape primatech Building ” or ” How can Bloody Monday Falcon can easily HAck and Access security camera unless it IP cameras, which in Malaysia we only use simple coaxsial cable”
by this time I forgotten what i wanted to write earlier. then i have a huge trouble trying to remember what i am suppose to do. maybe that why i am so forgetful. and now I DO NOT REMEMBER WHAT I WANTED TO SAY….
[ after few minutes backtrack the Brain function]
ah! here one of the wondering thing I hope people can help me solve.
1. Some time when you watch those romantic tv shows, movies, yada2 .. dun ask me why i am talkking about this it is just somerandomtought. – guess it would be like this.. what should one person do if he/she have no interest to people yet, but all of that person friends already in a realtionship. [ have a realtionship IS NOT AN OPTION ] left alone. You feel as if you want to hang out with them it seem as if you just a nuisance- [actually as a friend this should not be but in this case let’s pretend that person feel it ] .. what to do?
2. What can I do. I mean next semester, most of my friends are going to their Industry training, well trying to be sane it should not be a problem, but mixed feeling.. somehow being alone and no one to talk to make me feel uncomfortable. There no one to talk when you have a problem, or something exciting happen. most of the time they would be going back home, and take a rest because tired of working. *sigh*
3. What happen to those things such as moral values, ethics and stuff our grandparents pass down that suppose to be a right guideline for our society. How people forgotten the simple moral value like not to cheat or lie and yet, it seem as people do it. – i know that that whole paragraph above make no sense at all mostly i do not know how to explain it.
4. more stuff. I guess I am infected with those people who fell in “love” or because it is “highlighted” for this whole month. – I BLAME DRAMA – well not that i am depress or anything, it is making me think of the stuff related to it. Yeah What can i blame, i dun have experience in it, how should i know.
5. Is there anyone out there care to hear people rant or just release stuff to? I know I can. Well I would want to hear other people stories because it is interesting. It might not be nothing for them but it is interesting for me. -[ What the h4#@ am i talking about?
ah so that comclude what is what I can label as “weng”