Well, been half a day since i arrive home.
Been taking a lot of heavy sigh whole day.
Keep thinking what is this feeling i have actually.
what actually am i thinking?
what is the feeling i have now?
a lot of things happen in the past few days. but it did help me in one way.
maybe what i really need is closure. a great ending to a nice Life I’ve got.
so i was watching the season and Series finale of MONK. in it, I do know now what i am actually feeling.
I am feeling, empty. Now i do not have any long term goals to follow on. before this was to finish studying, assignments. there is also another hole, someone to talk to. i have no idea what to do.
I am now in the not so great unknown. anything and anything.